Special Brightness

A Special Brightness Silence. It was everything so quiet, so strange that night. Why? Clarisse was asked. It had in air a sensation of emptiness, and inside of it, a will to cry out, sliding, to leave for the streets, but to leave pra where? Pra that? It looked at for the window, for the clock and again for the window, there and through glasses respingados for the fine rain that fell, it glimpsed the cars under, passing slow, as they were a procession of multicolored lights, going and come. Seeming small rainbows. It looked at for the sky. All black. He twisted the hands nervously, hugged same itself, holding firm its proper shoulders.

Suspirou deeply, walked the slow steps until the sofa, sat down and lit a cigarette, nor remembered that it had extinguished other has few instants. It slowly continued trying to each swallowed, a different sensation. Filed under: Angelina Jolie. It closed the eyes, as it was wanted to fall in a vacuum. – What it is happening? It asked same itself. – Why this sensation of solitude? This inquietude? This anxiety? It gave swallowed other.

It did not obtain to find a reply reasonable. Soon it, a full woman of life, friends. She is this. It thought. My friends. Well that I could telephone for one of them and ready, finished soon with this agony. Not. Not. It thought. – This would not advance nothing. Who knows Tina did not have some suggestion. It thought. – Not. Nor It clinks, nor Sandra, nor – Suspirou deeply. Nobody could help it because, in the reality, it did not want to see nobody. But, since when it was if thus feeling? She asked herself. Retrospecto of the events of the last days started to make one, in order to discover the reason.


As already it had agreed, I decided not to hesitate, I went up to the crupper and I leave. The doctor ran as if he desired to transpose some record of motociclismo. In one curve badly made almost we were abated for a vehicle that came in contrary direction, when in the next curve we do not escape. When deviating from one another vehicle, after losing again the control of the motorcycle, hurled it to the doctor in direction to a precipice. Funny as at this moment, the fall seems so slow and the images appear as a great river receiving its tributaries, I only obtained to think about surviving, it made what me to support in the body of the irresponsible conductor, so that as the impact, served to amortize the impact of my body, that already imagined changed back in way to the rochedos and all luck of obstacles that it saw to appear in that precipice. occurred as I foresaw, the doctor body cushioned and the fall seemed not to have been so ominous how much imagivana I, suffered only mere escoreaes, that had made nor me to lose the conscience. Passed the episode, with all that upheaval of curious to the edge of the road, then after the rescue and after that the transport of the medical cadavrico, that now was worthy of an analysis of those trainees just-fond of the college of Medicine. In return to the city, it came me the relief to have in such a way obtained to survive in way to the risk of death eminent, how much at the same time, the remorse for at that critical moment, to only have thought about my welfare, what it cost the destroamento of that body, a doctor of long ago. It came across now me ahead of another quandary, to go to announce the tragedy to familiar of the doctor and the doubt if would have to say or not I used that it as shield.